~mood:sad~

if everything happens for a reason

then why am i asking questions?

if everything falls into place..

then why am i here standing still?

if you only know how i feel..

then i won't be here sobbing...

sabi na e.. i'll see something.. hhhaaayyy.. i told my myself not to look at it.. pero still my naughty hands insisted.. yan tuloy i saw somthing i didn't like.. he likes somebody else.. i dunno.. kalungkot.. oh well.. as if he knows how i feel.. as if din he knows me.. eto na naman.. even if he has the chance to read this as if naman he'll know na sya ung guy na tinutukoy ko.. sad but true..

hhaayyy.. ganda pa naman ng dream ko last night.. hehehe.. syempre it's about him.. actually, about us.. hehehe.. dream lang pala.. hhhaaayyy..

i'll forever admire those wonderful eyes.. those attractive eyes.. hhaaayyy.. ganda kasi ng eyes e.. badtrip..   

today is monday.. and that means, i have no classes today.. whew.. i have all the time to sleep and eat all afternoon.. i think i'm sick pa nga e.. kasi since yesterday my throat is aching.. sobra..  hhaaayyy.. i'm so bored to day.. may mga thoughts pa na paulit-ulit na nagbobother sa kin.. badtrip!! kakainis..

everytime kasi i learn to like someone.. feeling ko sila naman yung biglang nawawala.. waaahhh!!

yoookkkooo nnaaaa!!!

hey.. grabe.. kakapagod ngayon.. pero i had fun naman the whole day, wala pa kasi akong kakainis na prof e.. all of my professors are cool..  hehe.. lalo na ung eng chaka ung psyche.. oh well.. sana nga sila na ung prof namen for the rest of the sem para studying would also be cool for me.. wala lang.. kasi naman affected ako pag di magaling yung prof.. ewan ko ba..

anyway, nalate ako kanina.. pero ok lang.. pag dating ko parang windang pa yung buong class.. andun na kasi ung prof.. nagulat ako nung nagsalita sya, and man!! well-modulated ung voice nya.. so un.. tus may activity sya, extempo.. on-the-spot question and answer.. when my turn came, kabado pa ko..  then he asked "what is your greatest potential?" medyo sablay pa nga ata answer ko.. sagot ako, "sir, i think that my greatest potential would be anything about performing, it's when you place me on-stage because i definitely love anything about performing.." tus nagulat ako when he asked me to perform infront.. i just have to say the lines "why are you looking at me?" in three different emotions.. when i was through ang unang line na nag-struck sa kin yung sinabi ni Pau.. "iba ka talaga grace".. hehehe.. parang di ko lam kung panu ko sya i-tatranslate, kung ok ba yon o hinde.. hehehe.. pero ok lang.. i got a 100 points for that performance naman e.. and even my prof told me that i really have the potential in acting.. woohoo..